May 11th --> Part Five.

So... About the whole May 11th thing.. I don't give a fuck anymore. He want's to play games? Fine.. I'll leave him the fuck alone to deal with his own problems. [:

On a brighter note; School is almost over! YAY!!

however, final projects = suck. fail. suck.

David Martin makes fun of me for having a blog. He also has a very nice, shiney watch... [:

I want to move to Colorado. I've had just about enough of New Hampshire. I really... really don't like it here anymore. I think I've gotten to the point, where not only do I want to move back to Concord.. But I've started counting the days until I'm 18 so I can leave this place and never look back.

Dallas Green has been helping me a lot lately. He is an amazing musician.

May 11th --> Part Four.

I don't know what to do anymore..

I guess I just have to wait for him to be ready and realize that I'm still his..

May 11th --> Part Three.

Got my nails done with Katrese.
Dyed my hair black.
Almost blew up a gas station.. [:

I need him in my life, and he doesn't realize that.

I need to talk some sense into this boy.

May 11th --> Part Two.

I don't know what to do anymore. I want him in my life so badly but he changes his mind so quickly I can't keep up. Hopefully we'll talk again tonight.
I feel like a jerk cuz I fell asleep last night and missed some important messages...

On a brighter note, I'm going to get my nails done with Katrese today!
Her and I don't hangout enough. It will be amazing.

"I want you naaaakkkeddd, naaakked evvverrryywhheerreee" [:

Prom is Saturday, am I going? Probably not. Am I going to the after party? Probably.

May 11th.

Long Night.
I don't know exactly how messed up someone can get taking codine for a root canal but I sure as hell hope he keeps his pinky swear..