GAH!

Finals start tomorrow.
I have two tomorrow, none on Friday and one on Monday.. Then I'm done.
Junior Year, Over. [:

I watched a fucked up movie this weekend. Gummo. Watch it. You won't be the same after.

Gone

I am so excited at the prospect of leaving next year.

My parents thought that maybe talk of sending me to bording school would make me mad.

I surprised them with excitement and happiness.

They're calling today, so set up an appointment and whatnot. Oh gosh. [:

I haven't wanted something so badly in a long time. I pray, yes.. PRAY that it all happens and by late August I'll be gone from New Hampshire in a far away school.

I got more sunburnt this weekend [I have a plot to be super tan by the end of summer]. Had an alright time with my mom and step-dad. Went to a nieces softball game. Didn't clean my room like I should have.. Didn't work on final projects like I should have. Spent lots of time outside with my two dogs and my step-dad.

Life is starting to look up. [:

I think maybe coming back to FHS for a year wasn't the best choice I ever made, but as I think about it more and more [which I have been doing a lot lately], I'm a way better person for having come back rather than staying in Concord. My life would have gone down the drain if I had stayed in Concord and I know it wouldn't have been good.

Thinking again; I am not a fan of John Capello.. and I know he doesn't read this so I'm okay with talking about him by name. He's gay, everyone knows it... we just want him to come out. Tyler and I had a plan to out him but that never happened. I wonder what his mom will do when he finally comes out, or I wonder if she knows and just doesn't care. I know they're a really religious family though too, so I wonder...

I don't know why he bothers me so much but whenever he's around me I just get really annoyed. It might be the way he carries himself, and acts.. and the way he talks.. I don't know. Him as a person just gets on my nerves. Gosh John Capello. You Suck.

This Sucks.

the seniors are leaving. i dont even have anything to say about it because im really upset. no more tyler... what the fuck am i going to do? like seriously tomorrow is going to be the suckiest day.. i need to pick up flowers for my seniors. mhm. ill do that tonight.

Strawberry Melon Fuze..

Is Delicious.

Last night was an odd time, let me tell you the story.

I'm lazy this morning so I'ma be writing a list. Also I'm writing this from the library where I am skipping my first period English class so I can finish the Final Project, for the class I am skipping.. [: And I think.. I'm gonna go to work today and hangout with some cool kids, cuz I need to smile today.. [: So anyway, last night I...

Went to Portsmouth.

Hungout with; Step sister, mom and step dad.

Went to dinner, didn't eat, wasn't hungry.

Got kicked at dinner, by someone trying to get out of the booth, who then didn't even say sorry.

Went to Walmart. Saw a cute boy.

Flirted with cute boy. Bought gum. Left Walmart.

Went to gas station. Parents got coffee. I got Fuze.

Got hit on by the gas station store guy..

Felt awkward. Went home.

Did some homework, took a shower, went to sleepytime.

The End.

JUNE 6TH!!

I forgot to post, but June 6th was exactly 6 months until I turn 18!

DAVID MARTIN.

Is a super dick. No Really, he is.. Like.. I don't even know how to explain it and it would be hard to understand unless you know how David and I act around each other but none the less he is a super dick and I wish he'd just knock it off [no sex joke] and be nice to me. It also doesn't help that his girlfriend gives me, and any other female friends that he has, dirty looks whenever we're around him..

Anyway, I want my iPod back. There will be a brawl if my mom doesn't give it back soon.

Katie Is Making A BLOG.

Yay!

Fucking Sunburn!

GAH. Owwww.

Anyway, school is almost done and I'm pretty excited for summer.

I think it will be a good one.

I saw Drag Me To Hell this weekend with Marc. I don't wanna talk about it. I've slept with the lights on for the past 2 nights.

Reality.

Realiy is setting in and I don't know what to do.

I'm gonna be a senior next year.

All my senior friends are leaving me... today.

No more stealing Tyler from class so we can go in the back of the library and vent.

No more hallway parties with Katrese.

What am I going to do?

:/

Plus I want so badly to move back to Concord but I don't think I can because I haven't spoken to my dad since Easter.

We don't talk a lot..

Also. I Have A Saturday Detention Tomorrow. Ugh. Fuck. UGH.

I'm gonna be a senior soon..

Holy Fucking Shiiiittt.

I want to move...

BACK TO CONCORD!!

Mens Makeup

I just put make up on Tyler's face and chest because he wants to pick up guys.

[: I love him.